its exactly 5:50 in the morning. i've been up since nine yesterday morning. i just spent the last six hours watching tv. its getting annoying. i mean, i keep getting terrible cases of insomnia and i dont know how to cure it. i've been getting it but it was never this worse. man i'm gonna look a freak tonight. and of all days zhi qiang's gonna be there! could the timing be any worse..

i'm so tired but somehow i cant sleep. its really annoying.

i keep thinking about things that i dont want to think about. i juz cant help it. i guess its just stress.

/+vous ne pouvez pas perdre que vous n'aves jamais eu -`